Ale nuda...

Doszlam do wniosku ze moje zycie jest tragicznie nudne... nic sie nie dzieje... a moze powinnam cos z tym zrobic ??? na pewno powinnam... dobra obiecuje ze sie postaram... hehe  Moja starsza jest przesadzona czasami... hehe chodzi mi o Oskara... sie ze mnie smieje ze musze chodzic z kims kto mieszka na przeciwko mojego bylego ...hehe moja wina ?!   to nie ja jestem takim przypalem jak P.... ale dobra nie bede juz pisac o nim bo to mi potem bedzie go przypominac ...

Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of opsticals
That almost seem impossible

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have I been drinking?

Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say I’m a star but I still think ill never make it.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I feel there’s something missing

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

I’ve been to hell and back looking for the answers to life.
Looking at myself trying to get things right.

And I’m feeling just another breath not a minute left.
I feel the darkness lifting.

There was a time
That I questioned if Id ever be alright.
Running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights.

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
I feel there’s something missing.

I’m running from myself and all the things I don’t like.
Living every night like it’s the last night.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I need to stop resisting.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.